Scratch that....

     Sorry I have posted in a few days, but I worked the last two nights and when that happens the only other thing that happens is sleep.  I talked to my nurse manager and to her that I would stay on as flexi, which to all you non-health care people means that I will work on an as needed basis.  She also put me on days, except for my weekend, which will still be nights, but when I go flexi, I will be working my weekend and that's about it, unless they really need me to work one day/night.  I just had this feeling that God didn't want me quit altogether.  I didn't feel at peace with quitting, but I need to be home more, so I did the next best thing by going flexi.  

     

     I had a meeting with Ethan's teacher to find out what seems to be the problem in school, and she told me that he has been distracted in class, not that he has been acting out but that he is distracted, and that is why he has been on red and yellow.  I personally think that's a crock.  She also told me that one day she said that she told him that she was going to call me to tell me he wasn't listening, and he told her "it doesn't matter, my mommy is sleeping, she doesn't care what I do".  When she told me that, I knew that I had to do everything I could to be home more.  It broke my heart to think that he thinks I don't care.  I started keeping track of when he is on yellow and red, and it seems that if I work one night, the next day at school he is "distracted".

     I finished the scarf I started.  It turned out really well,  I gave it to my grandmom.  I am thinking about making things and selling them on Etsy.  Has anyone sold anything on there??  I figure crocheting is something I like to do and why not sell some of the things I make and make a little extra money while I am at it.  I found a cool website for some freebies...when saving money, why not get things free...it's Get it Free and you can also try Walmart freebies

    

     We're going to go to church for the first time in years.  Ethan went to church once on Easter when he was little baby, and he is kind of excited to go.  We're going to the baptist church up the street from our house.  It feels good to get back there.  It just feels right, you know.  I will post how it goes tomorrow after we get back from the Space Center.